drifting in and out of depression

i constantly drift in and out of depression some days or weeks im feeling just bad then others im good, a ok, just wish i can keep my mind on track and keep a positive attitude positive state of mind and keep a good clean mind, but that seems hard sometimes, can't wait till my house gets rebuilt and i get settled down i can get better in my mind, i would like to go back to church and its a something me and my mom would like to do and become and feel new again spiritually and overall .

discuss and or discuss the problems you have

drifting in and out of depression

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KurtWilder2027 2013-11-17 01:12:56

Honestly, I have the same problems. It's quite frustrating.

kazumazkan 2013-11-17 01:12:56

sure is

JKSSN 2013-11-17 11:45:26

I'm having trouble improving my drawing skills.... :(

kazumazkan 2013-11-17 11:45:26

they say practice makes perfect but I draw like crap now I used to draw good when I was younger
and I wonder where it all went

Slint 2013-11-19 14:47:30

pink floyd are not that good faget

kazumazkan 2013-11-19 14:47:30

Oh look a shit talker

Slint 2013-11-20 16:08:21

Ur shit

kazumazkan 2013-11-20 16:08:21

I love you too.

ZE13 2013-11-24 01:17:36

I'm trying to lern how to animate I'm competely new to it and I still have other areass to improve in with writing and singing :/

kazumazkan 2013-11-24 01:17:36

Sorry for the late reply but i understand I want to get into animation too but it seems really hard.
along with all the other aspec.ts that involve it

Splats 2013-12-03 09:18:48

Are you sure you're not just having a shit day or two though? :(

kazumazkan 2013-12-03 09:18:48

Not really im happy then a thought comes in my head and back to feeling rather crappy but happy is almost always 90%

Cyberdevil 2013-12-05 05:55:16

Yeah, I've had that too, currently on an up swing but life constantly moves from highs to lows. I feel like when I find a purpose I won't have any more trouble like this, but that's hard to do in today's world where meaning is getting filtered out: you can do anything you set your mind to, so I guess it's just about getting in the right mindset..

kazumazkan 2013-12-05 05:55:16

You said it the best way possible

BumFodder 2013-12-17 09:15:35

exercise

kazumazkan 2013-12-17 09:15:35

Sure

orpheusftw 2013-12-21 23:47:04

sounds like your life sucks fatty.

kazumazkan 2013-12-21 23:47:04 (Updated 2013-12-22 00:09:55)

sounds like you live a sad life insulting others constantly

Wyvvern-Guy 2013-12-27 03:52:40

I actualy did read it.

kazumazkan 2013-12-27 03:52:40 (Updated 2013-12-27 19:42:50)

Read what.

ok you win a cookie with sprinkles : D

donglepuss 2014-01-21 00:09:18

The matrix has you, neo.

kazumazkan 2014-01-21 00:09:18

so i understand,what do i do?

Slint 2014-02-07 13:46:32

why is your grammar so bad?

kazumazkan 2014-02-07 13:46:32

why are you so anal retentive about it?

Slint 2014-02-07 22:14:26

the fact that i calmly asked it and did not bash you about it proves otherwise

kazumazkan 2014-02-07 22:14:26

I didnt respond in a angry manner if i did and or seems that i did then im sorry

theabysmal 2014-02-24 00:36:12

You should shoot yourself.

kazumazkan 2014-02-24 00:36:12

Perhaps you should swallow a cyanide pill

walterwagner 2014-03-03 00:52:16

Depressions a funny thing. 2 years ago I had severe depression. so severe that I contemplated suicide on more than one occassion, It never got to the stage where I attempted though. There is no reasoning behind depression, not for me anyways. Even though I was quite overweight I didnt feel like that was the source of my depression. I started exercing, eating better and making an attempt to socialize with new people. Im down 40kg and have a much more possitive attitude although thats not to say i dont have personal problems. My mother passed away nearly a year ago and its really affected me. And on this eve of my birthday the only thing I want is a shot gun in my mouth with my toe firmly on the trigger ending my life. And im not even depressed I just have overall feelings of melancholy and apathy. There are good days though and those are the days we live for.Those days where you find something new you enjoy, those days when the girl you like smiles at you, those days where suicide isnt the forefront of your cognitive process. Those days seem less and less the older you get but they still happen, And those are the days we live for. No one said life is meant to be easy.

kazumazkan 2014-03-03 00:52:16

you can also through stress for me